Surrendered

Tonight Dan and I talked Charlie into going out to eat with us.  This is not always easy, especially when he has been asleep.  But it was just the three of us and we don't get to be with just him very often.  In May we had Jeremiah alone, a couple of weeks ago we did this with Joey and the week after it was with Tim.  I cherish these times because I get to really hear their hearts.  And tonight I was not disappointed having dinner with Charlie.  We talked about everything from girlfriends to life choices.  I can't help but think what a wonderful young man he has become and how blessed I am to be his mother.  He really has the most compassionate heart.  As I think of each of my boys, I am just in awe.  How could these great men belong to me?  I love their wit, their charm, their character....... I could go on and on.   The time is coming that Charlie will be heading off to Texas.  He is leaving in 3 weeks.  The closer it gets, the more I want to hold on.  I know it will not be e

A couple of months ago my doctor told me I need to lose 100 pounds quickly or I will be putting my health at risk.  Those are not words you want to hear at age 43.  Because of my parents health issues, he said I am predisposed to the same issues if I don't do something now.  Well, I've tried almost every diet I know of, so I am trying one last thing before the recommended surgery.   Yesterday, I walked into the Diet Clinic at Premier Walk In Clinic and received a B-12 shot and 30 day supply of Phentermine.  I will have to go every two weeks for the shot and only eat between 600 and 800 calories a day with nothing after 7:00 p.m.  I should lose between 2 to 4 pounds a week.  I really want this to work and I am going to give it all I have. So far today, I have taken in 190 calories and am feeling pretty energetic.  Not a hunger pain to be felt.  Although, I do wish I had some raw veggies to gnaw on.  Oh well, sounds like a trip to the grocery store is in my plans today.  

Here are a few thoughts I had today. What does it feel like to get a full night sleep and wake up rested? Why can't politicians stick to their agenda's instead of putting their competitor down? I really love Peanut Butter Cup ice cream, why couldn't it be calorie free? After eating a few, I think I have developed a taste for raw almonds. I miss my oldest son, Jeremiah, and love when he calls. I only have another month with my 3rd son, Charlie, before he leaves to Texas for 9 months and I will miss him desperately. I have the best parents in the world.  No, I'm not biased it is just a fact. God is so good to me and my family, I love that He cares for us. I believe the best salad in town is at Red Robin and it is the Crispy Chicken with Honey Mustard dressing. I enjoy dining out with my boys one at a time.  It is just a great time to hear their hearts.  Thanks Tim for tonight and thanks Joey for last Thursday night.

We had a great day on July 4th.  Of course, the traditional BBQ burgers and hot dogs along with homemade peppermint ice cream and fireworks made the day perfect.  This year the Crofts did not join us, they ended up at the beach instead.  Not sure why they would choose the beach over our 100 degree weather, but anyway,  (smile)  we missed them.  However, we were joined by none other than the Jack Attack herself.  She is here for the summer entertaining us as usual.  We love our Jackie.  Angela and Lauren were all girl and had a blast swimming and watching the fireworks.  We ended the night with good old patriotic songs such as I'm Proud To Be An American, America, and The Star Spangled Banner.  The harmony was, well, something to be heard for sure.  Don't you wish you were here?